Oh my! I said OH MY! It is FREEZING outside. Oh my goodness! it is RIDICULOUSLY cold outside! I woke up early this morning and was loathe to leave my warm bed, but needed to do something for the family on a morning like this.
I heated up french toast sticks and made hot chocolate. I also made sure everyone was layered up this morning. Our son has a concert today and has a certain uniform of the day. It was my job to make sure it was properly layered. I have undershirts and long sleeved shirts under that top shirt. It’s a cold day and I need everyone healthy!
It was so cold, I decided to drop him off at school this morning instead of waiting for the bus. That allowed me to drop off at work earlier. As soon as I did so, I found myself reminiscing about last cycle and the roller coaster that was there. Last cycle, I received a faint #BFP on CD 5dp5dt. It was faint, but it was there. I remember being so sure of that line. I was even a bit cocky I suppose in the fact that we “beat” infertility. But, we’ve learned infertility is not an easy foe. Two days later every test I took was negative and I was just hoping beta would pull something I didn’t.
Today, I am NOT testing. I refuse to. I am going to get through this work day, enjoy tonight’s concert, and have a great time. No other words are needed…
Talk to you all soon!
-K
