Our first IVF has failed. It didn’t work. It was not a success. It failed. Writing those words has to be one of the hardest things I’ve done in a long time. I couldn’t gauge it. With the IUI, I had a feeling it didn’t work. The count was so low. Even the doctor didn’t …
Beta morning
Good morning! Well, today is the day. No matter what happens, by the end of this day, S. and I will know if by some miracle God has allowed us to successfully achieve pregnancy from our first IVF w/ ICSI cycle. I’ve kept my promise and haven’t tested anymore. I don’t know if I am …
8dp5dt: Just keep swimming
Sorry, I’ve been a bit absent. Truth be told, I wanted a little time to catch my breath from the past couple of days. On 5dp5dt, I was feeling really, really bummed because I didn’t feel anything. By anything, I mean anything. I have been pregnant before. I’ve even had chemical pregnancies advance with pretty …
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IVF CD22: The TWW (4dp5dt)
You can say that again! Can I be really open with you all? I hate the TWW (two week wait). I do. I just do. Since the first month of ttc naturally, to the first IUI, to this very first IVF, I absolutely abhor the TWW. Sigh. I am trying VERY hard not to symptom …
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IVF CD21: And then there were none (3dp5dt) …
So, there I was trying to convince myself that I absolutely would NOT google track symptoms or lack thereof. I also promised myself that I would not stress. No matter what happened, no matter what came, no matter what I thought or may not have thought about symptoms, I would not stress! Then, I received …